I say stuff that I don't mean all the time, I am such an annoying person, if you gave me the chance, I would talk for hours without any sign of boredom, I think I am absolutely the most horrible listener to all people except the ones I love, I can listen to their breaths for a day long without complaining, (ok. that was extreme) may be a couple of hours, well yea, if I had nothing else to do!
I believe I am not exactly sane. In fights, it is safer for you to just not listen, because I say all the wrong stuff, I literally blow in your face, especially if I cared about you, I think I am such a mean person who people are better off her, I think I am the exact person whom the Psychiatrists advice not to take part in her life, I am too senstive that if I got hurt I hurt the whole world along with me, with no sign of regret, I do have plenty of enemies, which is kinda cool if you thought about it, no?! ok!, Soon to become 19, future pharmacist, and a Gemini
Are you still reading this?! is that normal?! just saying !!
LOL! Hilarious! If Yara were to read this hilariously funny post, she might change her mind as to your friendship, JK. BTW all what you have said is normal, none is perfect. I appreciate you admitting your weaknesses. As per your awesome blog, you are not at all persona non grata; you are fabulous. You know it is great that you have changed the gloomy tone of your writing to a merrier one. Goodbye gloom and hello merriment.
ReplyDeleteOMG! This post makes me hysterically laugh every time I read it. I can tell that you are such a super-duper crazy girl. But how come are you mouthy and a bad listener at the same time? Being talkative is sth normal because all women are talkative, no exception. Bear in mind that I am not your enemy, it is better to be on the safe side. As per your post, you are only mouthy, somewhat cruel, slightly self-centered, and very hopeful, but you are still fabulous. Your would-be Mr. Right is really lucky since he might be your so-called “enemy” someday. Then you will give him hard time and write scolding posts about him. I cannot help but to pray for him and for you too. Thanks for you and Yara.
ReplyDeleteI don't write about my enemies, and he is so not enemey he is lower than that!, mean! I knw!
ReplyDeleteI can't believe you, man because I am such a talktive person, I can't listen to all ppl, I just can talk the min. u pick up the phone to the end, sometimes I keep talking even after the caller hang out!! without noticting, tell he calls again, how cool is that?!
I am glad that u found my deadly qualities that fun, real ppl don't :P , I hope yara will :D. will see <3
thankss so much, You rock!!, and no he won't be lucky quite the opposite actually, and if I truly loved him, Omg that would be a disaster , just saying!
and I am not gloomy walahy, I just had bad times , ;)
How cool blogging is! I stop by your blog more that I do with the time-consuming fb. I just open it and stare at it for a while, I do know why. Maybe because whenever I turn on the T.V. or browse through the online newspapers I found them front-paged with distressing news stories about the aborted revolution, martyrs or violence. Or perhaps because your ideas are germane to mine and seem to complement my personality. I hope one day I will have adequate courage to blog about what I feel. Woe to my unjustified shyness and cowardice. Unlike me, you are not weak; you are strong and courageous enough to write about your life, feelings and thoughts, a thing that I cannot do and I will not. I feel that you are somewhat wise and down-to-earth probably because you, albeit your young age, have gone through a bunch of [painful] experiences. Ok, now you are not crazy or gloomy anymore. Believe it or not, I am not trying to curry favor with you in any way. I just found what I want in your gorgeous blog that made a big difference in my life. I hope Yara and you could let me follow your inspiring posts as long as this would not bring about any inconvenience whatsoever for you both.
ReplyDeleteAya, can you please do me a big favor? Please tell me how can I give vent to my oppressed feelings, how can I start blogging, and be an awesome blogger like you. I feel that I am a hopeless case. I tried to blog today but all my thoughts evaporated in no time. In vain, I tried to convince myself that is like chatting with myself or the countless facebook comments I post every day. You know I have long heard about blogging but never tried to explore its avenue. Even my first blog was some sort of assignment in a culture class, which was a requirement course. So you can say that I was coerced to blog. I hope that pigs might fly and I start letting my thoughts out. It seems that I should postpone the writing thing till the end of this semester. For now, I think it is enough to follow your blog :) oh I am also a Gemini. You know it is said that many of the worlds intellectuals are Geminis, you included of course. Yet I think I am an exception to the saying until I prove the contrary!!!
ReplyDeleteYou bring so many ideas :D, first I am not so wise, If I were, so why did I lose all my friends?!, I want to make clear that u are welcomed in my blog any time :)..Blogging is a wonderful thing, there are too much in one's head that worth calming down and write about it, we can drag ideas about almost everything, and to write about how bloging is wonderful is making blogging more wonderful, see?! I am insane lol!
Deleteand Ofcourse I will help u anytime, but I don't believe I am the right person though, I don't blog neither this much nor that good :)
blogspot should have a tagging technique so I can know when I'm being mentioned instead of finding out by coincidence =P LOL! and LOL about me changing my mind, but I don't think so. You remind me of me just until about a couple of years ago. I was stubborn, moody, short-tempered and would lash out on anyone, anywhere and at anytime (when the mood wasn't real good, of course). I like the insane features, they give you edge. Who wants someone who is all perfect all the time anyway? I say a bunch of imperfect qualities make up a fun person, rather than a boring one who would definitely not kick ass at blogging like you do ;)!
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