Me, and what I believe in

In my family's talks , mostly on Thursdays, I just like how they talk, discussing stuffs,
If bill gates told you that his dinner was an investment as his father and mother were discussing stuffs that pushed him forward, I can also tell you that my family's talks takes the major credit shaping my personality.
Too many disagreements in my family's talks, and it is just the way it should be.
if you are a stranger looking to my family outside door, you will definitely  see how strange my family really is.
But you know what they say, you can't learn from someone when he is already in agreement with you.
My grandfather, I just love him , I love how he talks to me , narrating these old stories that no one else in the family knows.
Why me? , I don't know , yet I like this fact , maybe because I talk a lot which encourage anyone to talk with me, maybe because I'm his oldest granddaughter, or maybe it is just a coincidence. He is totally 100% against both my mother and my auntie's opinions, if I should pick a father for both of them one day , I would absolutely never choose my grandfather.
and there comes the third generation ,me , my brother, my both cousins.
with different views to the whole matter.
Yet I may also classify this generation to another generation.
I bet to swear that there aren't two people in my family are actually having the same opinion about anything.
you will absolutely be amazed by how different opinions can be in one family.
But I just love my grandfather's view.
what I hate the most about him, that I can see disappointment in his eyes, and I'm not ashamed to tell him that, he experienced a lot to reach this black attitude about the whole system thing,, and i didn't, not yet. I'm still filled with hope to the nose.
He was proud of us , of the whole generation I mean , when Mubarak was arrested.
He truly hated Mubarak, he yet felt pity on him, because he is over 80 but truly hated him.
he was always saying ( You will never find an old lady or man , who loves Mubarak, why So?..because no one saw Gamal abdelnasser will ever love Mubarak).
Gamal Abdel-nasser ,, I should absolutely write a full article about him !!
My mother, was actually laughing , when the pure soul meets the pure immorality, there is nothing left but a laugh, to hide all the anger .
she was fascinated by this story of cheating.
when an important player I guess, was running for elections , he wanted to win in any possible way.
so he chose the fast way, to cheat!, so he tamped elections (he said that after the revolution of course), that he put with his hands 3.000 paper with his name, paid to ppl whatever bribes he needed.
to find the result that he was given only 500 vote.
Hahaha , Mum said even the cheating was being cheated , how disgusting and funny is that?!
Me : the pinky view of course , that I will be the one in my family who will do something, who will change something, I didn't give up hope , and I'm sure I won't anytime soon. I just love the country with all its disgusting stuff, know what is that? it is called unconditional love !!